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Thursday, September 24, 2009
Sunday, December 21, 2008
behind.
everything is lovely when i'm with you. yet you do things i disapprove of. and i shouldn't be the one to say no. yes it upsets me, but i don't want me to end what is a part of you..
i wish it was summer weather, already.
usually i'd wait till feb. to say that a million times.
i wish it was summer weather, already.
usually i'd wait till feb. to say that a million times.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
type away
I want to tell the whole world without there being a problem, but I can't.
A keyboard is used to put letters into words. To type up a blog like this and just let things out.
I want to type about you
Maybe I can try typing backwards.. nah
so here is the keyboard and here are my fingers typing away.
Away from what i want to type that is.
I'm pressing all the wrong letters.
Camille,
I wish I can see you and tell you everything that you've missed. Hopefully this break and so we can catch up!
A keyboard is used to put letters into words. To type up a blog like this and just let things out.
I want to type about you
Maybe I can try typing backwards.. nah
so here is the keyboard and here are my fingers typing away.
Away from what i want to type that is.
I'm pressing all the wrong letters.
Camille,
I wish I can see you and tell you everything that you've missed. Hopefully this break and so we can catch up!
i'm addicted.
When my days are gloomy and the weather is just crap I can depend on my Chapstick to make me happy. Everywhere I go I have it with me. Who would've thought I would love this Cherry Chapstick so much? I use to dislike it and think it was nothing important. But now it's all I want&need. My lips are happier than ever.
So tomorrow morning I will wake up and apply it on just to start off my day right.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
agenda
iPhone post.
Days are hectic and my agenda is being attacked by ink.
I turned the page for this week and found a note.
It made me feel better after posting up my last blog.
I shouldn't make things complicated.
Stopisabellastop.
I need to find my own piece of mind
Days are hectic and my agenda is being attacked by ink.
I turned the page for this week and found a note.
It made me feel better after posting up my last blog.
I shouldn't make things complicated.
Stopisabellastop.
I need to find my own piece of mind
pretending
Don't think I haven't noticed..
am i being pushed away? or are my actions making it seem that im pushing you away?
i am ignoring the fact that things aren't what they use to be. because i don't wanna lose anything.
i don't treat everybody the same. especially when i see them in a respective way and can not be touched. so i get bothered by the fact that i didn't see you that way. but like i said, i need to learn2ignore. and now that i found how to, it doesn't seem right. however, what can i do or say? i am typing what i shouldn't be typing. but it is making me sad that soon someone will leave me.
there is never a time when i am not excitedorhappy whenever you are around. or whenever your picture pops up on my cellular device. sometimes i can't show that though. because i see you differently. and now i need to stop and see you what I call you, just to be safe. I'm getting use to it..
I should just put it in a box and hide it under my bed. so at night i can only look at it and keep remembering how i feel.
just teach me and i will learn two major things,
your excellent ways and a way to pretend.
on that night when you were not there i was observing how it was
i didn't like it at all.
we still need to talk
am i being pushed away? or are my actions making it seem that im pushing you away?
i am ignoring the fact that things aren't what they use to be. because i don't wanna lose anything.
i don't treat everybody the same. especially when i see them in a respective way and can not be touched. so i get bothered by the fact that i didn't see you that way. but like i said, i need to learn2ignore. and now that i found how to, it doesn't seem right. however, what can i do or say? i am typing what i shouldn't be typing. but it is making me sad that soon someone will leave me.
there is never a time when i am not excitedorhappy whenever you are around. or whenever your picture pops up on my cellular device. sometimes i can't show that though. because i see you differently. and now i need to stop and see you what I call you, just to be safe. I'm getting use to it..
I should just put it in a box and hide it under my bed. so at night i can only look at it and keep remembering how i feel.
just teach me and i will learn two major things,
your excellent ways and a way to pretend.
on that night when you were not there i was observing how it was
i didn't like it at all.
we still need to talk
Sunday, November 16, 2008
bang.
a letter? nah, i doubt they would take it seriously. probably open it up, rip it up and throw it away.
so i will just sit here and ignore the situation. hopefully things will get better and back to normal. i want to talk to them without worrying about getting into another argument. i sit in silence and won't open my mouth. my rubber bands help keep it shut.
it's killing me softly
so i will just sit here and ignore the situation. hopefully things will get better and back to normal. i want to talk to them without worrying about getting into another argument. i sit in silence and won't open my mouth. my rubber bands help keep it shut.
it's killing me softly
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